I am so so sick of being fat. not just fat but obese. wow that is hard to type. I don't want to admit how far I have let this go, I am 21 years old and 267 pounds for craps sake! for as long as I can remember i have let myself believe that I didn't matter and that I wasn't worth the effort. and it is really hard but I am determined to prove it to the world, and more importantly myself that I MATTER!!. Wish me luck, cuz this is the old me saying over and out.
